“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”
—Frank Herbert, Dune
That’s about as close to a resolution I’m going to make.
Resolutions at this time of year? Not feasible.
Mid June might be a time more sympathetic to achievement.
2014 has passed,thank god and new year begins with more hospital appointments.
Last year averaged almost one a week !
Good news; bad news?
Well, I am off Warfarin, after a call from my consultant, who also informed me that as a result of a recent kidney scan, I should need further treatment of possible , sluggish passing of urine through the conduits ,fashioned during the big op. in July.
I am not to be unduly concerned by this procedure , apparently.
So, presuming there are no problems ascertained during my pre- op. appointment, I go in for the day on 19 th January ,for Percutaneous Nephrostomy.
Sound awful doesn’t it?
However, it only means a local anaesthetic, given in the Angiography suite, followed by an incision to allow a temporary catheter to be attached to the kidney, the other end of which will be attached to a bag to drain off urine.
It is a procedure used to remove kidney stones.
It should only take 20 minutes or so, followed by rest and supervision, hopefully not more than the day itself.
For myself , apart from a seasonal cold, I feel really well most days and have resumed regular walks in the locality, averaging 13 minutes a KM, which is an improvement.
Whether I shall get back to a 12 minute KM, will depend on the amount of walking I can do, in the next months.
I do not intend to let hospital appointments etc; to become a barrier.
“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”
—Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
I hope everyone that finds time to read the Blog has a healthy and harmonious new year and if Resolutions have been made, every good wish for their fulfilment.
Thanks as always to my wonderful family,just for being themselves.

Lovely family photo. Best wishes to all the family for the coming year. Mac and Margy x